oh my ==a

suddenly I feel so hyper when I post my older post... just wanna say sorry for a friend in my older post.. she might not like that, sorry for everything.. hehe 


I don't know what I feel right now.. 3 days for freedom.. and I must study hard for it.. 
beside that I feel something strange inside me.. I don't know what.. but everything I open this blog.. and listen the song in here... I feel so sick... thx to yiruma for the song..


I just wondering why.. but guess what.. I've already forgotten all my feeling.. haha maybe I'm right, I've ever said that I cant love somebody bigger than 70-75% maybe... but of course I love my family... especially my dog, Jasper :) 
And I have a big question here.. my friend sometimes ask me "what kind of a boy do you like?"  That's my questions too.. and I still don't know the answer.. maybe when I enter the university life.. I will get the answer... AMIN :)

If You Stay

I was standing on the other side
watching you leave and I,
couldn’t see you go

Know that I was so sincere
when I said I need you here
cause this is your home

You’re the one my everything
If you stay you’ll make me sing

I’ll give you my life
I’ll give you my heart
and nothing will ever come between us,
ever come between us tonight
I’ll show you the way,Just promise me that you’ll

Promise me that you’ll stay

And I know that our bond’s so true
You are to me as I am to you
And I know that we can sustain
even though we ain’t together
our love still remains

from Joseph Vincent – If You Stay

it's a love

it's all about love, I just wondering how love can make people crazy.

Be in love is great, but what if you can't get love

even just for once...and I feel like a dummy one who always wait until I die without do anything...

beside there's always a chance for me, to make it come true, but I always miss it....

cause I don't know how to speak

my heart. my brain. my mouth. they're not suitable.. only my heart can speak easily...

and this is how it ends...

7 days from now, there is the national test

and when it's over.. 

I will lose you forever

fool me